Ironic
Thursday, February 15, 2007


Isn't it ironic, don't you think?
A little too ironic, and yeah I really do think...

It's ironic, how such a simple thing, a simple gesture can make one happy. I guess it's true that it takes less muscle twitch to smile that to frown... :)

Since it was V day... when was that? Yesterday? aaaa... hahahhaha... I'll write an entry on love... I don't think anyone in the US can miss it because of all the commotion about it... Love is a weird thing... unexplainable. We love to hopelessly fall in love without realizing that one day, all of it can be taken away in just a blow... by God or by human's imperfections(which is inevitably by destiny.. so by God too)... yet we still desire to find more, we can't seem to get enough of it...

It's true what Charlotte said in SATC... 'it's so much better when we were kids, when holding hands is enough' When I was a kid I remember waiting for my mom at the school canteen after school... she picks me up everyday because I hate to ride the bus(I know I'm bad) but I would have to wait two hours for her.. so I would sit in the canteen, have lunch and then do my homework, all by myself... sometimes I'd have my friends around but most of the time... no... I like it though... I can get my work done! :D

Back to the story... hehe... I thought to myself, adults always say, they want to be a kid again... but I made a promise to myself that I will not think that way... as I wanted to be an adult soon! Now that I'm an adult, I realize why.... life is complicated... it's never easy... I get crushed by love, I see my friends get crushed... listening to them everyday... it gets me thinking... can one really ever be happy?

You fall in love with someone and the same goes for the other half... and then before you know it, he/she loves you no more... arghhhh... and you get crushed, like slammed by a hammer and you literally feel the pain in your heart...

But it is exactly true how time heals all wounds... after a while... the pain gave away... the scar is still there... but you're back at one... looking for that one true love and hoping this time it's for real...

I guess there really is no explanation for love... it's a feeling that comes in and out... maybe we can find someone with whom we can share it forever... it's all in God's will...


PS: I really want to watch this movie! Bridge to Terabithia